Saturday, July 18, 2009

LIFE IS WAY TO SHORT

I cant stand the way people treat each other always fighting staying mad at some one, life is to short you should take a deep breath and look around at this wanderful world God has created for us and be thankful, we should try and help others out there is some one always in need of help. sometimes we get caught up in our own life's to relize whats going on around us, if there is some one you no that needs help try and help them out if you are mad at some one forgive them let it go it's not worth it God would want us to he sent his only son on the cross to die for our sin's, can't we forgive others and help people out

Friday, July 17, 2009

THE NEW SCHOOL YEAR

Once again it is almost time for school to start my oldest will be going to second grade this year i am so exited she loves school but she is so shy, she gets it from me i am 30 now and i am still pretty shy so i guess it something that will always stay with you but trying to handle it better is the challenge, and my youngest will be starting kindergarten this year her first year i cant beleve it she has been by my side from the time she was born now it is finaly time for her to go to school it will be very hard for me but i will overcome it but i wander how she is going to do on her first day of school i no she will probally cry which i hope not because it will break my heart if she does, i dont like to see my kids cry it always makes me sad but wants she gets used to it i know she will love it.

Job Hunting

Looking for work is still becoming very challenging i never would have thought it would be so hard to find work,putting my trust in the Lord i no he will help me and guide me in the right direction but still it is very frustrating looking i no people who have 2 jobs and i cant even find one ugh!!!!! watching my kids and how they grow and learn to do things is trully a blessing i have a great family my wife is amazing, my kids are amazing only now if i can find a job things would be alot better i want to give my kids the things i never had be the father to my kids that they diserve loving them uncondional.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

My family


I just dont understand i grew up with my grandma, uncle, aunt few things happen between us, i haven't seen them in about 4 years now for the most part i got my life together and i miss them alot but they act like i dont even exisit its crazy life is way to short to stay mad at somebody i dont understand what i can do to make it right it makes me sad sometimes God says we should all forgive, i mean he sent his only son to die on the cross for our sins, he forgives us so why is it so hard for them to forgive me i dont live that far away i am only 45 min. away from them i have been praying to God about this alot i mean family is family you no they are always suppoesed to be there for you growing up my mom left my brother and i when we were young our dad had us but we never saw him he always work so he was never around for us, no matter what i am going to show my kids love and lots of it i am always going to be there for them no matter what they do in life they will always be able to come to me no matter what family is so important !!!