LIFE IS WAY TO SHORT

I cant stand the way people treat each other always fighting staying mad at some one, life is to short you should take a deep breath and look around at this wanderful world God has created for us and be thankful, we should try and help others out there is some one always in need of help. sometimes we get caught up in our own life's to relize whats going on around us, if there is some one you no that needs help try and help them out if you are mad at some one forgive them let it go it's not worth it God would want us to he sent his only son on the cross to die for our sin's, can't we forgive others and help people out

THE NEW SCHOOL YEAR

Once again it is almost time for school to start my oldest will be going to second grade this year i am so exited she loves school but she is so shy, she gets it from me i am 30 now and i am still pretty shy so i guess it something that will always stay with you but trying to handle it better is the challenge, and my youngest will be starting kindergarten this year her first year i cant beleve it she has been by my side from the time she was born now it is finaly time for her to go to school it will be very hard for me but i will overcome it but i wander how she is going to do on her first day of school i no she will probally cry which i hope not because it will break my heart if she does, i dont like to see my kids cry it always makes me sad but wants she gets used to it i know she will love it.

Job Hunting

Looking for work is still becoming very challenging i never would have thought it would be so hard to find work,putting my trust in the Lord i no he will help me and guide me in the right direction but still it is very frustrating looking i no people who have 2 jobs and i cant even find one ugh!!!!! watching my kids and how they grow and learn to do things is trully a blessing i have a great family my wife is amazing, my kids are amazing only now if i can find a job things would be alot better i want to give my kids the things i never had be the father to my kids that they diserve loving them uncondional.

My family

I just dont understand i grew up with my grandma, uncle, aunt few things happen between us, i haven't seen them in about 4 years now for the most part i got my life together and i miss them alot but they act like i dont even exisit its crazy life is way to short to stay mad at somebody i dont understand what i can do to make it right it makes me sad sometimes God says we should all forgive, i mean he sent his only son to die on the cross for our sins, he forgives us so why is it so hard for them to forgive me i dont live that far away i am only 45 min. away from them i have been praying to God about this alot i mean family is family you no they are always suppoesed to be there for you growing up my mom left my brother and i when we were young our dad had us but we never saw him he always work so he was never around for us, no matter what i am going to show my kids love and lots of it i am always going to be there for them no matter what they do in life they will always be able to come to me no matter what family is so important !!!

MY FAITH

Recently like in the post few weeks i have decided i wanted to get to no God better but i really didnt no that much my brother Keith,and my sister in law Shanna have been helping my familly out they came down here on fathers day to take us to this church, we had a great time it has opened my eyes for the most part it is still all new to me i am still learning my brother got me a couple of books that would help me out and i have been reading them i am really enjoing them alot i am going back to that church this sunday i loved the music they were great and the preacher he made it so much fun.so hopefully i can grow in Crist yeah i still make mistakes but i will just have to try harder not to make them in the futcher.

TRYING SO HARD

We are trying so hard in life,but it always seem the harder we try the more we fall its getting very fustrating at times i am currently looking for work my wife works we were doing great she had a tumor in her ear she had to be off for a few months so that hurt us,then she got back to work and started having chest pains they put her in the hospital for a few days, so once again she is back at work we are trying to get caught up on our bills it so hard when you are behind to catch up. my wife is the greatest she is so stressed lately still in pain but she keeps going to work so we will have money i really admire her alot she is the love of my life and our kids are too i would be so lossed in this world with out my family beside me.
Sometimes i feel like i am standing still and every one around me is moving at warp speed, so as you can probally tell by now my life is crazy at times but i am sure there are people out there that feel like me if so please let me no it would be great to no that other people feel like this at times. now dont get me wrong we have great times as well. i really enjoy playing with my kids and watching them get bigger and bigger. and i love my wife i love holding her at night in my arms and when she falls a sleep i love watching her sleep

LIFE SO FAR

My life has been crazy, i was raised in Hendersonville i lived with my Aunt Suzi, my Uncle Bubba,my Grandmother Kathy,and my Grandfather Bob,and my Brother Keith, i worked at Bob Evans Restraunt for almost 5 years my brother and grandmother and aunt used to work there to.i met my wife threw a friend we talk for a while on the phone then one day we met we hit it off instantly the first time we met we had sex unprotected sex well need i say more she indened up getting pregnet wich scared the crap out of both us i mean we both were so young to have a child.we didnt have any money saved we were trying to find ourself at the time what were we going to do with a kid we were still basicly kids are self. i liked to go out with my friends and party and now i had a kid on the way well at the time we felt it was nessary to leave just me and her not telling any one and thats what we did she lived in murfreesboro and i lived in hendersonville she grabbed some stuff from her house paked it in her car and came to get me i took a few things with me.
So we took off not having a plan in the world we just wanted to be together we didnt have much money but she had a little bit and i had some in my checking account we stayed in different hotels we made it to kentucky we stayed up there for a little while in a hotel we even slept in the car for a few days i mean it was rough well one day we headed back to pick up my last check from bob evans and jessica;s dad and brother were right there waiting on us so we finally got caught they took us back down to my house to talk with my family and hers and we thought it was best if i moved to murfreesboro and lived with jessica's family so i did we lived with her family for a little while she had the baby and her family help us out i mean it was new to us so we learned as we went. we finaly got a place of our own we thought it was great but scared we were on our own now with a baby it was very hard at times but we always survived a few years later we had a nother baby we named her adrianna . now we live close to riverdale highschool we only have 2 kids haley and adrianna this october we will be married for 9 years both of our familly's were never that happy we got married they didnt think it would last but we have so far. no matter what we face in life we are going to face it together.